Sunday, October 5, 2014

The Come Back of 2014

Tonight I read some old blog posts.  It's been months, maybe even years since I've visited this blog, much less read it.  When I began to read, I was reminded of things: things that made me smile...  things that I had forgotten.

That's when I remembered.  I remembered why I blogged.  And though the "trend" has passed and I faded with the best of 'em, I realized that I have more of a treasure in this site than I ever knew.

Then, I became kind of sad and disappointed.  Sad because I missed moments that I could be reading about, and disappointed that I stopped recording some of my most precious moments with my most precious people on a precious blank screen in computer world.  So I told myself I would pick back up.  Just.  For.  Me.  So that one day, in a few years when I read back over old posts, I'll read things that make me smile and remember things I will have by then, forgotten.  It's funny how there are things you think you will never forget.  But you do.  I do.

So, for me, from me...
IngramGang is back.

What's funny is, it's hard to know where to start.  Usually that would put my mind spinning, but for whatever reason, tonight I decided to just start.  Just start.  Start here, start now.  Start with today.

Who am I today, October 5, 2014?
I am Ashley.  I am wife.  I am mother of four.  I am a sinner saved by the sweet, redemptive grace of Jesus.  I am semi-creative...just enough to make the non-creatives in my life think I am capable of more than I am, and not enough to impress anyone who really is creative.  I drink coffee black and can attest that it is an acquired taste.  I like to sleep until 8, but my life doesn't allow that.  I don't really enjoy working out, but feel better and am a better me when I do.  I enjoy being with friends and new people, but am becoming more of an introvert as I get older.  I love watching my children grow and become people whom I genuinely enjoy being around.  I treasure conversations with my husband.  I love the color coral.  I want to be organized.  I like to think I'm laid back...until I overreact.  I can hardly pass up ice cream.  I love fall and all things pumpkin.  I love to read the Scriptures.  I come alive most when I teach and watch Jesus move in people's lives.  I am in my early-thirties and sometimes wonder where the time has gone.  I am a learner.  I am me.